Updated: Aug 30, 2019
Only my body is going,
Life left me long ago.
Why cry now? Let me go…
Where were they when I was hurting
Through the blame, the judgement, the non acceptance
The silent treatment, the whispers
Why couldn’t they accept me as I was?
Why couldn’t I?
This life that has been lived hidden in a shell,
Ravaged behind the sheen and polish
of happy social media pictures…
I’m tired, I want to go home
To truth, to God, to find myself
Tell them not to cry, ask them to let me go.
I have no blame for them, no hate
For on this bed truly I have understood fate
No regrets because I’m done,
I only wish I knew in my life that I was the ONE
The chase to happiness led me through tunnels of relationships, mazes of money, cars and vacations
But the emptiness in my eyes was proof
That life had left me long ago.
It is in the not knowing who I was
That the journey with life ended
My last wish is for them
May Life not leave you,
Being different is not a sin,
There’s no treasure greater than the Heart
The answer to life is through the Love within.
Let me go, let me be
May love find you, all of you
With the eyes of Love may you see…